Wednesday, January 18, 2012

saranghaeyo


Next week, time for me to go far far away :)

Dear friend,
I will miss and love u all, u all always in my heart!
Oh kena wish awal awal, 
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, HAPPY HOLIDAY 
and GOOD LUCK for final semua!!
Take care, tata 
I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

FINAL EXAM 
IS AROUND THE CORNER!!!

"Ya ALLAH terangkan lah pintu hati ku and kau berkatilah segala ilmu ilmu yang aku timba selama ini, bagi la aku dapat menjawab peperiksaan akhir tahun ini dengan sempurna dan kau panjangkan lah umur ku. Amin"

Monday, January 16, 2012

Today is his first day working!!
All the best yaw, 
hope ur 2nd day and until forever ur life works is more better and better ya! ;)

p/s: my condition is not too well today, a bit pain. aiyaa

Change

My life is totally change right now.
Just started 2012, but this is the 2nd worst new year i ever had.
All my expectation has ruined.
Nothing can be hope d and no happiness will come d
I can't see my future d
Just can spent all the time with my family
But i try my best to make them proud until end of my life.
I promise!!

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

s.o.r.r.y

Dear ESY,
Hola, its already five days we not meet each other :)
Hope u are in good condition at ur hometown and happy with ur family
I know, this few days; u r so busy to settle up a lot of things before u started ur work. Don't be too stress ok
And i know also, u r so excited to start ur new work with ur new life, i will pray for ur success n future.
May what u hope and wish comes true, Amin.
GOOD LUCK my dear!!!!

Btw, i am so sorry coz this few days i make a lot of mistakes on u and make u stress, sorry again. I will try my best to make u smile everyday, even though we r far away :)  Just thinking, what will happen next and future. May ALLAH give me better life than last year and more cheerful this year. I really hope something WOW will happen in my life and people around me will make me happy and smile everyday. Amin.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

haha


This is true story, buka rekaan yer :p hahaha.
Okeh pagi pagi dah buat lawak, dengan penuh semangat dan membara saya pun pergi mandi, tengah syok syok dok mandi; tetiba terfikir, jangan la roomate aku keluar tetiba. Dah la aku tak bawa kunci, then after mandi, mataku terus tertumpu pada selipar roomate ku, u know what, "OMG, Sha keluar!!! habis laaa". Dah la aku berkemban je time tu, memang otak cari baju je, nasib baik la aku ada sangkut baju dekat luar, apa lagi cepat cepat ambil and turun bilik kawan. Kena cepat contact roomate aku ni coz takut dia keluar jauh, habis la aku. Dengan muka separuh selamba ketuk bilik wanak, nasib baik la wanak ada, if tak mati terkangkang depan bilik ni haa..HAHA. Apa lagi kelam kabut suruh wanak cari numb hp sha, and finally dapat call and sha sanggup patah balik, nasib la sha area area sini lagi. Thank you sha coz patah balik, yang tak boleh bla, sha ingat aku keluar bukan pergi mandi HAHAHA, ini lawak coz rasanya aku salin baju sebelah sha, maybe dia tak perasan kowt. First time tertinggal kunci tengah berkemban, cerita ini sama dengan si dia, dia pun pernah half naked luar bilik coz tertinggal kunci!! hahaha.. sangat lawak cite dia ok, aku yang bagi baju n seluar dekat dia, nasib la ada baju besar n seluar bola dalam bilik aku. Kalau tak memang dia kena tunggu 3jam depan bilik HAHAHAHAHA. Tak boleh lupa laa, haihh.. memory ni. So the conclusion is, 'PLEASE BRING UR KEY WITH YOU' anywhere or everywhere ok. 

Sunday, January 8, 2012

They are mine :)

The important person in my heart and i will love forever is THEM.
I will keep them in my heart forever until Allah take my live. The important times for my life if with them, all moments with them is the most valuable things. I LOVE YOU FOREVER.

The person that i fall in love is with him
May ALLAH bless us and hope everyone can accept our relationship. Once we take the risk to love each other, we need to sacrifice everything. I don't want to be hurt again like before, hopefully this relationship go so long. Amin

damn Hurt

ya ALLAH aku ternampak sesuatu yang tak sepatutnya
Hancur hati bila baca ayat ayat tu, huhu 
Why why why? i know something might happen
But why now? why don't last year? 

"ya ALLAH, berikanlah ketabahan hati ku ini untuk menghadapi semua ini. Jangan lah Engkau berikan aku dugaan yang berterusan. Sesungguhnya aku redha dengan suratan yang telah Engkau berikan. Tunjukkan lah sesuatu kepada ku dan dia. Amin"

Saturday, January 7, 2012

huhu


Suka sangat lagu ni, banyak meaning gila~
Sila la menghayati

Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Hafiz:
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Adira:
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Adira:
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Hafiz:
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

p/s: Bila terasa lonely, ni la akibatnya, 
asyik dengar lagu sad je. huhu

6 days of 2012

Hola!!!
Omg, saya tido lama gila hari ini :p Disebabkan kesakitan yang ditanggung tak dapat dibendung, so terpaksa tido awal. Then bangun bangun je dah pukul 11, wuwuwu. Assignment tak sempat buat apa apa. Memang kena bangun esok pagi and buat semua tu, aiyaaa. Alhamdulillah dah ok sikit sakit yang ditanggung, just terasa sikit sikit je. Tiba tiba rindu nak balik rumah pun ada, tapi if balik memang tak jalan keja ni semua, haih. Tak apa tak apa, if dapat siap semua assignment by this week, no need to worried apa apa dah. Esok ada UPG day, tak dapat nak join!! takut condition tetiba teruk coz banyak gerak, so esok kena rest and buat assignment je satu hari, hohoho. 

Today life without him memang terasa something lose je, maybe sebab duduk dekat MMU kot. Yela selalu sure dia akan msg ajak makan and study dekat library, now tak ada dah hehe. So kena la sabar sampai 17 february bila dekat MMU ni, nasib la ada kawan kawan. Oh yaaa, hari ini BIRTHDAY adik bongsu ku!!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY Shamil!!!
I LOVE U so so much!!
May ALLAH bless you and i will pray for ur success my dear!

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Last day; Last moments

Morning!! Mood : sad

Today is my last day with him at MMU and his last day at MMU also.
Tomorrow he's going back to Penang and next week he started work d at Cheras.
So, we will not meet each other for this month, maybe until he get car T_T
I try to be more understanding after this, the best word is BE PATIENT ye wan :p
Ya ya ya, i WILL. This is for his future, so i need to be more more more patient.
Hopefully nothing will happen, AMIN. May his life more more better after this
I will pray for ur success, may ALLAH bless you.

"Ya ALLAH, sesungguh nya Kau maha adil; Kau lindungi lah seorang insan yang bernama Eoh Shao Yao, berilah dia petunjuk dan jalan yang mudah untuk kehidupannya, berilah kebahagian dan kejayaan kepadanya ya ALLAH, sesungguhnya kepadaMU aku memohon, Amin."


Oh ya, maybe this week tak dapat balik rumah coz banyak assignment nak kena siapkan by this weekend juga and next week ada last presentation, tak buat lagi report and slides, huhu. Hope semuanya berjalan dengan lancar, amin. Gonna miss my family too, tapi next week sure akan balik rumah! :)


p/s: I will also love u ;)

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

ooopsss

Omg, i am sooooo
Don't know why so excited until i can't sleep now, aihh
Jeng jeng jeng :p

Sunday, January 1, 2012

New year, New Life for me, New Life for Him

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!!!
Alhamdulillah umur ku masih dipanjangkan untuk melihat dunia dan bersyukur masih dapat bersama sama keluarga tercinta!! I love u my walid, umie, mok, kaklong, krul, kree, boy, kzul, fiq and mil!!! They are my life, without them i'm nothing and empty in this world. My azam for this new year 2012 is, I will make my family proud with me and jaga u all sampai mati. Muaaahhhhh

Btw, i would like to say CONGRATULATIONS to my dear yao yao. Seriously, i am so happy when he calling me and said he get that job (terasa macam nak lompat lompat hahah). Honestly i cry, suddenly my tears drop non stop when i know he get that job; i cried because of happy and sad. Happy sebab he get apa yang dia idamkan and harapkan before this, but sad because of he will be far from me. I admit its hard for me to face all this things suddenly, yela everyday dekat MMU bersama and he jaga my adik also, then suddenly he kena quit mmu and stay at Cheras :'( sad juga even tak ada la jauh mana Cheras tu kan. Maybe ni lah permulaan our relationship, two of us kena la saling memahami and percaya each other. Tapikannnn, saya sangat FOBIA dengan ini. saya takut T_T pengalaman yang membuatkan i feel like this. Hope tak jadi macam sebelum ni and he will never forget me even kite jauh. Lagipun i dah dapat rasa yang he will far far away from me, and now semua tu dah berlaku. Tapi hope we can meet each other every weekend ya ;)

Oh noooo, i need to habiskan sisa sisa dekat MMU without him anymore. Kena buat keja sendiri, makan pun kena ingat sendiri, pergi mana mana pun sendiri, main badminton pun sendiri, pergi meeting kena sendiri, study for final pun sendiri d, ohgoss! who gonna help me and accompany me, if i tengah busy, who will help my brother; selalu dia yang teman n help him, now i kena buat everything sendiri and back to normal life masa i don't know him dulu. Sure i will terasa semua tu huhu. Yela selalu turun hostel, sure nampak dia tunggu me :'( if tengah marah and tension, dia la tempat i lepaskan and dia juga tempat yang dengar everything i merungut huhuhuhu. Luckily laa i pun nak intern dah, so maybe tak ada la sad duduk hostel sangat. Haiyaaa, susah juga kan if feel macam ni. 

So after this i need to be more understanding, especially his situation bila dia dah start keja 16 Januari 2012 ni and he will studying part time at UPM, maybe on march kot. Dia dah duduk cheras nanti and susah sikit la nak jumpa before dia dapat kereta sendiri nanti, maybe on January ni tak dapat meet him sangat. So, i only can meet him and spent time with him only on this tuesday, wednesday and thrusday. On friday, his going back to Penang until one day before he start working and then he holiday again for Chinese New Year T_T we can't meet each other lagi until he habis holiday. I wish u Happy advanced Chinese New Year my dear, may u happy always disamping ur family ya!! 

 Gonna miss every minutes like this with you


Dear love,
I hope u can manage urself at new job, new place and new environment without me, be matured ok after this and taking care of urself ok!!! Sorry i can't be with u if u need me and i can't accompany u if u hungry. Eat a lots ya dear and don't be so naughty ok!! Remember me always tau and keep messaging me, calling me and skyping me tau tau tau! I will always become ur supporter and any probs just tell me directly, jangan simpan simpan dalam hati; hope we can find the solutions together gether ok. Just remember one thing, i will always in ur heart :)) ILY and IMY!!!


Sincerely,
Bebi