My tears drop again and again

"Trust me; U sure know how it feels, u know how it hurts, 

U know i cry in the shower so no one will hear my screams. 

U know, i will wait until everyone goes to sleep to fall apart. 

Its not always easy but u know exactly what that feels like right?"

Lately, my tears easily fall T_T

i heard something that i think i should not know about it

But luckily i know now

It's hard for me to deal with it, 

because that problems is really make me feel very ashamed 

Its hard to explain and its hard to tell

No one can feel what i feel

No one understand my situation

Dear heart; please smile

Hope nothing will happen next